Completely a weird day

Normal traffic jam in the morning. Fell asleep in a bus. Hearing the radio with a cup of lemon tea (since my stomach still rumbling round about my habit on eating spicy stuff so i choose lemon tea than a gulp of coffee). Reading morning paper with news bout terrorism happenned all around the world.

I stuck myself quite awhile reading those stuff and wondering. If they dare to die for their own reasons, do they dare to have a long lasting life with their other side of reasons? if they love their god so much, why don't they try to love HIS creatures living around?

Continued...
In the office, having not serious thing to do. Browsing, nothing's interresting. Still got a huge intention to watch Harry. Wanna go to campus but don't have any interest at all to listen to the lousy lecturers. Wanna go home, don't have nothing to do there. facin weekend. don't know where to go. Maybe Go to d nearest cinema to watch Harry. Or maybe hanging out in starbucks trying their new mix of coffee.

Checking in my head i just dont know what the heck i'm thinking bout.

Scale of Human being Comparison

Still broken hearted by the comparison that my mom made between me n cuzin. I mean, she as my mom doesn't suppose to compare me with sumone who's terribly better than me. I knew that, and she doesn't suppose to tell me that. cuz every time she told me how good my cuzin is and how better her luck was. I get drowned deeper and deeper.