BLOG IN THE CAR.

Im in the middle of terrible mudiks traffic now. the way 2 go 2 my grandpa's house was ok.but the way from jogja 2 my house is total crazy. we went from jogja at 7 pm yesterday n d toll were stuck 2.amazed? dont.im still stuck in d highway now.its the art of mudik....

Last fasting day in 2008

yeup this is the last day to fast in 2008. and I feel a lill bit no clue cuz there are no change in the way I prey to god doing good things. In other way, I feel bad cuz I just did the fasting only no tarawih or anything.
Usually I'm a lil bit compulsive in doing religious thing in Ramadhan. But for the last 2 year I did nothing.
May God bless me...

One night of a Beach life

It takes almost 6 hours to get there. But it worth when I saw the sea and heard the waves sounds. Which had absent from my ears for about ... well more than a year. Last time I hear those was when my dad was still alive and healthy.

It's a company vacation and it was held afetr almost three years absentee. You can imagine how the money control everything don't you? And imagine how stressful the people were. So did I...

We went at half to 10, late for 2 hours then the schedule departure. but the show must go on. Part of the company had arrived there and they just wait and wait and wait..

I didn't expect to be anywhere around the b**ch but I didn't knew why the b**ch kept tailing me. And there you go, she just sit 2 rows away from me. I felt the haziness just that second. Didn't meant to have a bad feeling. Her face had made me ill ever since I arrived at the bus. I tried to ignore the b**ch as best I could, but what the b**ch tried to do was even harder. The b**ch was tried to drew everyone's attention all at once. And I try to be the skunk who loose all the energy even before the holiday was even started. My blood was all sucked out. Not mentioning I was sleepless as hell and I can't get any gulp of coffee, even the bus didn't made any stops at the starbucksavailable gas station. Moreover, I had to listen to every single rubbish that the b**ch sez. All I had to do was just plugged my earphones to my ears and let those beats bump my ears.

1 more problem. Rooms. No no no, God please don't place me in 1 room with her. And thanks to HIM, HE heard me, and He hear me not. I thought I didn't wished it well. I meant, kept the b**ch away from me for the rest of the vacation. He did putted me in a different room with the b**ch, but He did putted me in 1 group for the games all the rest of the vacation. So there ... the mood was dropped right away.

I am a competitive person. But not then, I lost in every single game we played. I didn't knew why I lost my appetite to compete. I just can't kept my eyes off the shore. What I was thinking about was just sinking my head deep in the ocean and rinse those tiredness and thoughts from my head away.

The cottage was just good. At least I can sleep well, since I planned to lasts my days at the beach not in the room. As soon you opened up your window or door you just can smell the ocean breeze and it's good for me.

Morning at the beach, nothing can beat those stuffs. A bit cloudy, but you can smell the morning plus the salt water. The mix of them were just magic, brings you energy, lots of it. The sun just climb up, the water just getting warmer, the fishermen just get home from their fishing night. I wish I could have a house which just head to the beach someday. Those waves always give me some nu powers somehow.

The vacation were just fun. I can scream and laugh joke out loud and lot, something that were never unleash behind those computers, something that I can't do whenever I was in the workplace, something that can make me to be me. Although, not long enough to enjoy what life could mean, at least I was refueled a lil bit, not just my body but my brain and my soul too.

So when I will me again? We'll see...another beach??

Unanswered questions

Is it usual if i asked my friend a simple question about a his/her company, while i'm not working there anymore?
And those questions are meant to fill up the specification of thesis I work. And I never wants to expelled those information to everybody anyway. I'm trying to help here. Tying up their messy database.

Blaahhh

off the office hour, the street still crazy. I still waits the streets to cool down. The (Darn) project still hanging high on the ceiling. This project is absolutely pissing me off. Cuz you know what. We are the soldiers walking alone to the client, stuck our noses here. While the captain is putting the boots up at their own chair back at Fort. While there are errors here on site. What they have to do is calling each of their soldiers to work our ass off. When the errors are done. They don't gave us any compliments at all.

Maybe it's time to jump to another different company though.

Hibernate mode : ON

No Idea, Just wanna turn it on.

Hibernate mode : off

Many things had happened since the last time I wrote blog in here. And it affect my life so much.

First, my office address changed. Means a new office, new stall, new computer, new tools, new floors, new building,etc

Second, My dad was passed away last august 31st. Gotta go home to Indo again. I'll write the rest of the story later.